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One Mother’s Journey Through Loss, Love, and Forever.

I never imagined how hard it would be to walk this journey again from the beginning. Every second from September 8 to November 21 plays in my mind.

I still feel his hand on my face as he said, “Mom, I’m going to die.” He made me promise to take his ashes around the world, but deep down, I don’t think he meant for me to let go.

Carol Young

About The Author

I have always loved writing, and it was a way of processing things happening in my life. Being overly sensitive to the world around me and growing up being alone quite often, I wrote. After I got married, I just  stopped writing for years and it wasn’t until 2001 that for some strange reason I started again and didn’t seem to have enough time to put down everything in my thoughts and so it continued to this day. When my youngest son and best friend died within two months of his diagnoses I was in total denial and shock.

It seemed unreal. It still seems unreal and even today I will think of calling him, but I can’t. I had no one to talk to and everyone professionally wanted to include God in the conversation and to me as his mother it was not about God. I came here out of my grief with no one to understand and so this book came about.

Born of Her Body, Carried by Her Soul.

About Carol Young

She gave him life; in return, he gave her a love that would outlast time. This is not just a story of loss; it’s a story of eternal connection. Through grief, memory, and every quiet moment, he walks with her still. Because some bonds begin before birth… and never truly end.

Holding On Through Every Word

Walk With Me is not just a memoir; it’s a mother’s soul laid bare. In these raw pages, Carol Young writes through the unimaginable: the loss of her beloved son, Leslie. What began as scattered journal entries became a lifeline to speak to him, cry with him, and carry him forward. From bedside memories to ashes scattered across oceans, this book is a deeply human attempt to keep love alive. Walk With Me is a quiet, honest companion for anyone who’s lost deeply.

About Carol Young

WALK WITH ME
A sons light
A MOTHERS PROMISE

I didn’t realize how difficult it would be to relive this journey again from the beginning.  I visualized every second of every day from September 8th to November 21, 2022, and I can still feel his hand on my cheek saying, “Mom I am going to die” then making me promise to take his ashes all over the world. I don’t think he meant for me to leave them. That is the choice I made on my own and continue to keep my promise with the help of many people to this day. As of today, he is in Japan again and in August he leaves for Africa. I will continue until there are no more ashes. When the wind blows, I hope there are pieces of him touching me and everyone that loved him too.

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Testimonials

H. Morris Book Reviewer

Carol takes us on a journey of a mother's grief that is real, and raw, and relatable. Through her exquisite prose, she pulls the reader into her own intimate experience and carries us through the painful process of finding the bravery to accept the unimaginable. Through her heartbreak we find, not just the ability to live again, but even how to thrive. I highly recommend, not just to those experiencing grief, but to anyone willing to embark on a journey that transforms pain into beauty.

Angela Mitchell Librarian

"Carol’s words mirror the kind of pain we carry in silence. This book made me feel less alone in my grief. It’s tender, honest, and exactly what I didn’t know I needed."

Rachel Simmons Animal Rescue Volunteer

"I lost my daughter years ago, and no book has ever captured the ache so precisely. Walk With Me is more than a memoir, it’s a lifeline for anyone navigating the quiet devastation of loss."

Thomas Lee Retired Teacher

"This book broke me and healed me. It’s raw, real, and written with so much love. Every page felt like a whispered conversation with someone who truly understands."

Dana Rowe Book Reviewer

"As a mother, I couldn’t stop crying. Carol brings you into her world so fully it’s painful, yes, but also beautiful. Her words hold space for every grieving parent."

Testimonials

H. Morris Book Reviewer

Carol takes us on a journey of a mother's grief that is real, and raw, and relatable. Through her exquisite prose, she pulls the reader into her own intimate experience and carries us through the painful process of finding the bravery to accept the unimaginable. Through her heartbreak we find, not just the ability to live again, but even how to thrive. I highly recommend, not just to those experiencing grief, but to anyone willing to embark on a journey that transforms pain into beauty.

Angela Mitchell Librarian

"Carol’s words mirror the kind of pain we carry in silence. This book made me feel less alone in my grief. It’s tender, honest, and exactly what I didn’t know I needed."

Rachel Simmons Animal Rescue Volunteer

"I lost my daughter years ago, and no book has ever captured the ache so precisely. Walk With Me is more than a memoir, it’s a lifeline for anyone navigating the quiet devastation of loss."

Thomas Lee Retired Teacher

"This book broke me and healed me. It’s raw, real, and written with so much love. Every page felt like a whispered conversation with someone who truly understands."

Dana Rowe Book Reviewer

"As a mother, I couldn’t stop crying. Carol brings you into her world so fully it’s painful, yes, but also beautiful. Her words hold space for every grieving parent."

Carol K retired teacher

This book is about a beautiful mother's journey through her sons death. It brings understanding from an outside perspective. For anyone who has lost a loved one, this book is a must. You will learn you are never alone. You may cry a lot but you are never alone, there is always love and warmth that surrounds you. I have just lost my husband of 63 years. I got some insight in reading this book. It is helping navigate the journey of grief and pain that we all go through. It made me start journaling to put my pain on paper when others have no idea.